I think I may have discovered the reason I haven’t evoked any change in my life as far as diet goes.
As long as someone finds me pretty, I see no reason to change. I mean, why would I? If can continue to just be me and still have people like me just the same why do I need to be different? Why do I even need to loose the weight?
It could be argued that I should lose the weight to be healthy, but to be honest; I could care less about my health. I know that’s a stupid comment to make, probably almost naïve – But it’s an honest comment. I don’t really care.
The only thing I really care about is not being able to buy all the same cheap cute clothes as my friends in the Small, Medium and Large range can… but even that isn’t much of a driving factor, I wish it were.
The bottom line is, someone will always like me for who I am. Someone will always see past the THICK exterior, so I don’t change my life.
I should though, just because Fat is out and small is in, and we all want to keep up with the general consensus right?
What if the general consensus just changed? I’m serious; females were pulled who were considered “Obese” or “Morbidly Obese.” You know what the general consensus was? No one craved the size 1-7 body frame, they just wanted to be 1 or two sizes smaller, meaning they were still in the considerably over weight range.
The difference? People are becoming more confident in themselves so that weight is slowly taking a back burner, or at least less of importance, less of a strive to be skinny in my eyes, perhaps a bit smaller and healthier.
I think fat is much more appealing that being a toothpick. I mean, who wants a twig when you can climb the whole tree right?
Random rant, I should lose weight – But I’m confidant enough in who I am, and someone has always liked me so why change?
