1st: My grandmother’s last house sold and her estate will be closed and everything is final. It felt like as long as we held on to these things she was still alive and still here, this closing is too final. It a re-opened wound and it hurts very much because she was the women who raised me.
2nd: The boyfriend and I came to a decision of a mutual split. Neither of us were very compatible and while it’s what’s best for both of us, my heart still hurts. You don’t spend 2.5 years with someone and not have emotions tied into it. And he will be moving out this weekend. I haven’t seen him in over two months and it hurts me to know that when I go home, I will truly be alone again. It’s going to be a rough climb for me with my schooling this year and this blow.
But for tonight, I let my heart ache and I let the tears flow.
