There's such a fooled heart beating so fast in search of new dreams..

This whole birthday rapidly approaching begs the question, when is it okay for your biological clock to be ticking? I mean what is it that makes me feel like, yeah, I want a child. Logically, my brain says, “No fucking way” but everything else is saying “Do it.” Quit literally.

I’m lucky I’m going with logic on this one, as normally I tend to follow my emotionally unstable side. But it makes me wonder, why now? Why am I suddenly feeling the urge to procreate? I’m in a stable relationship, but I’m not married. And against my Catholic upbringing, I don’t think I need to be married anyway – I think there are plenty of emotionally healthy and happy children raised by unmarried people.

Calm down, I said I wasn’t running into having a child! I’m just saying it’s been pretty heavily on my mind. Perhaps it because the lady in my office is pregnant with twin girls and my uterus is jealous? Or maybe because my friend Meg is going to be induced today? Or the fact that my friend from school keeps posting pictures of her nephews? I’m surrounded by babies! What I do know is that I could be an awesome mom, fair, just, and able to provide plenty of love.

Food for thought.

Speaking of food, I’m hungry.