I've come to the conclusion that I am currently in a deep depression. My life, holds nothing joyous, although I appear to try and find the good things.
Work, is sucking my life from me.
School is a big disappointment - not because of it particularly, but because of how I've handled the last two semesters. I'm disappointed in myself.
My life is bland. And really, I have no other creative way to say that.
My family keeps being battered with tragic and hard losses of wonderful family members. First my Uncle Jim who joined my grandmother in a loss against pancreatic cancer, and then my Aunt Carol who left this world in what I'm told was a spiritual way, the day after the 3rd Year anniversary of my own grandmothers passing.
I'm saddened by my distance and my inability to physically be there for family, but also for my inability to reach out. Instead of sharing my condolences to my family, I recoil back selfishly.
This song has been playing in my mind for the last few days since I heard of Aunt Carol's passing, so I'll leave you, my readers with this.
The Fall
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