The last time I wrote anything I lived in New Jersey and was about to embark on an interesting new life with my friend Wendy there for me along the drive to Michigan.
Things got rough within the first 20 minutes of driving.And then 30 miles from what was once my home, Daniel's car broke down. We still had 10 hours of driving to do, and hadn't even left NJ.
Getting to Michigan was rough which is partly why I've made the decision to abstain from writing - It keeps me from "woe's me" entries.
Daniel and I made the decision to leave his car in NJ (With his dad) and rented a car (with the help of Wendy) then 24 hours after we first attempted to leave NJ, we were finally on our way.
Once the road trip was underway, everything else seem to go a little smoother. But upon arriving, things weren't the greatest, and I still was struggling with things back in NJ. Which I realized I had to stop letting it bother me and just let it go. And I feel better for having made the decision to come here.
Again, I really haven't had much to write about as I tend to shut down in high stress situations. (Getting a new job, getting ready for school, moving/settling in have been really rough for me.)
I have a job, its not fantastic, but it pays me. How can I complain? School has started and I'm a little uneasy, but I'm sure I will come out on top, or at least I hope I do.
I'm moving forward, one step at a time. (And with a little help from my friends (Wendy.))
I miss the boys, I miss New Jersey, I miss driving to see the New York skyline. I miss my adventures. I miss my roommates.
But, writing this has been a bit of a struggle, but for whatever reason I've felt compelled to keep some sort of update in my life other than "I am alive."
And I am.
Hope all is well.
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