Conflicting seems to be the human affliction. What’s right or wrong, good or bad pants or no pants, love or no love. We struggle with these things daily.
So there’s a good guy there, the “bad” guy here and I have this constant need for instant gratification. I want to be loved and touched and felt. I want to love, touch and feel. But the ones that I want seem to be so far out of my reach. The guy who stole my heart with words and the electrifying way he kissed. The good guy who stole my heart with warmth and kindness. Make the best decision. I hear it over and over.
But when neither are choices I can make, because neither can touch me, feel me or love me. The choice I make seems to be the wrong one.
Find someone to fill me up, hold me close. Someone who can touch me and feel me, but never love me. Empty spaces filled momentarily so that I don’t feel so alone. Is this the choice I should be making?
Can anyone love me, feel me, hold me and touch me?
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