Have a little Faith In me...

"I never dreamed home would end up being where I don't belong..."

Here is the good news.

Today, I paid my court fines and a total of $942.00 were spent. I feel a lot better, as if this HUGE weight was lifted off my shoulders. April 29th I go into sign the paper work to be free of my legal cage that binds me to Arizona.

And as I've been talking to all my friends closest to me, I am really nervous and anxious to start the "New Me" lifestyle that I will begin when I move to Michigan. I promise not to change who I am, but to change what I am doing with my life. I want to be someone great and I know I can, I just need to take those steps.

My fears were losing my friends, but I know that will not happen. The ones that are in it for the long haul will always be there, it's the ones that wont be around when I come on top that I do not need to fear losing and I am ashamed to admit that was a fear.

It will definitely be strange to not just call people up and hang with them here, I know it will be difficult to not compare my new friends with my old ones, because I'm afraid my new friends have set some high standards that many people will fall short of. I must be open to the change and welcome the experiences that will shape my next life.

And so, this chapter of my life, which I will call "Some Where in Between" is a few pages away from coming to an end.

On May 31, 2008 I'll head to Michigan to begin my new Life.

To my friends, please don't close this book now, keep reading, I know the ending will be great.