I am hurt right now, big time.
I have a lot to look forward to, I mean I’m leaving Arizona (for good…) in less than two months.
I got offered the chance to live for dirt cheap in a beautiful home, go to school full time and finally get to know what it feels like to be "normal. College student." It’s something I’ve wanted for quite some time and thanks to grandma its finally happening… I should be ecstatic.
But, I just feel so icky. I woke up this morning more tired than usual, my body was just done and I’ve been fighting boughs of nausea all day.
My fortune cookie said "This coming month shall bring Winds of Change into your life."
Me being the dork that I am thought February was valentines month so maybe it was going to mean I’d have better luck with Love.... Little did I know it was going to be more dramatic of a change, something that would never be undone...That was before February, the month my grandmother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.
On March 24th, 2008 Jean Crawford, My Grandmother passed away.
I don’t want it to be real.
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