So I guess, I’m happy. Is that okay for me to say at the stage in my life that I am in?
I mean sure I have something’s that upset me, and are making things a bit harder, but I’m generally happy.
I realized this when I was at work, and I was thinking about how much I smile more at work, and how I’m actually happy to be around people and such.
I realized that certain situations I had put myself in, in the past weren’t making me happy all around. It wasn’t just affecting my home life, but my life inside of work. I was never a smiley type. If someone asked me how I was, I was “okay,” I guess now when people ask me how I am I’m usually “great” or “good” which is way better than “okay.”
I’m very content. I love my new place, even the location isn’t THAT bad, or at least I haven’t noticed. Things are going well. My roommate makes me laugh on a daily basis, it’s like we live together and it’s not just us living in the same house. We actually converse there are few texts – unless of course we’re being silly. We hang out. We’re friends. I don’t feel like I’m “intruding.” Its Fantastic. It’s like I was living alone, but I have someone to talk to... best of both worlds.
Another thing I noticed was I was happy from the start of this. Previous situations I was feeling awkward had the sense that it wasn’t going to be right.
So yay for being happy!
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