I wanna push you around, well I will, I will

I wonder if I will ever get passed having to hurt those who hurt me and I wonder why I feel the need to do it. I know there are root causes to certain behaviors that I have, but I can’t seem to understand the need to hurt. It’s this bitterness in me that makes me rethink how good of a person I truly am. It’s this constant struggle of Jekyll and Hyde within me, as cliché as that sounds.