I had my first home cooked meal today.
First real meal since being home that wasn’t store bought but made by hand of fresh ingredients. It was delicious, and it reminded me of Daniel. I really hate that simple things in my life like a home cooked meal now remind me of him. It was nice thoughts, but the chair beside me was empty and I had no one to give my fatty pieces of meat. It just sucks.
I wish I could turn back time and not have gone to Arizona for the whole summer. But I did and that won’t change. I have to work and focus on the future and stop tripping over my past. It's a difficult idea for me because I live with such regret. I need to stop regretting the things of my past and make better choices. But that's always easier said than done. And some days, I just don’t want to wake up.
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